Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Waiting
Waiting for sure can never be a pleased thing to do in my life.

Waiting means that you must be faced with two things:

NO.1 You have to be faced with the still time when the one who you are waiting for hasn't come. In this case, you can't do anything but wait. After several minutes, you become more and more anxiety if the one still hasn't appeared. Then you are forced to look around eagerly, take a look at your mobile phone and check out if he or she has sent you some messages.

When you continue to wait, every minute you are experiencing seems to become longer than ever. You begin to doubt if your watch is working normally. But quickly, you remember that you have checked out the identity of your watch and your loyal clock before you stepped out of the door. You are trying to find out a reasonable excuse for his or her late, but it's in vain.

But I promise that you will forget all the terrible feelings as soon as the one is waving hands to you across the street.

Well, anyway, this ending is good.

However, the worst thing is that you are told that he or she is tied up and the appointment has to be canceled after you have waited for one hour or even more. What should I say to him or her? Then I will tell the one I can understand his or her current situation. With the feeling of disappointment and a bit anger (You have to change your plan, because someone has stood you up.)

No.2 You have to be faced with the empty space after you finish your appointment. All seems to be taken away with the one's leaving. You don't know when you two would meet each other once more in the future. Sometimes I even feel hollow. At this moment, other people always tell you " Friends must part" and you needn't feel sad about this. They promise that you will meet him or her again one day. Perhaps I should tell myself they are right, and then I engage in another round of waiting----waiting for the day of meeting.